jesus at the corner

11/14/11 22:42
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from now on until i need otherwise this blog shall be written in english:)

it might be flawed grammatically, but it will be my true pleasure to practice without restrictions the language of a country i miss.

recently i realized that i am accountable for my words more than ever. it's a fun thing until you feel an unknown number of eyes staring through your writing.

the stares (cool name for a band:)) than try to really get to you crashing a party where they're not exactly invited.

on the other hand they're totally welcome, without the trash though. and nice is for "nice" people, ok?

i miss los angeles in a physical way. it's a cruelly beautiful and warm space. yes, it's a space, not a place.

wide empty streets where i saw jesus once. he was at the street corner of fairfax and franklin.

radina and i we had a beautiful home and lots of friends and a bush in front of the house with all-year blossoming pink flowers.

now i live in a different type of beauty, not less attractive, nor warm and i am suffering over the impossibility to own it all; to be everywhere with all the flowers of la and cool streets of sofia full of people. it is painful. painful. spoiled and tragic in the most human way.

i'm painfully attached to a material world that brings joy being nothing more than a bunch of vibrating atoms.

self indulgent as many cool people from la are:) and i'm thinking only about whole foods.

and my friends, i miss them, man...

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